Terrrrrmbler

Life is strange right now but at least I feel more alive than I have in a while. Things are happening with my career that are exciting. I will be a filmmaker. I’ve become a very hardworking writer. I’ve begun sharing my screenplays with friends. I’m comfortable and happy with the things I’m writing. I’m dating. Caring about someone brings out the best in me, even if whatever little spark of romance I’m fortunate enough to share is temporary. I get to spend a while on the road with Neil later this year finishing up my first documentary feature. It’s going to be a good film. My brother moves to town in a week. I have missed him tremendously and spending time/writing/making music with him is something I very much look forward to. He and I are working on a comedy called “Time Assholes” that’s funny and he may make a film called “The Home of the Wind” that will be good.

I’m in a state that feels formative and important but sometimes its hard to get over my day to day life or my wants that I feel like are unsatisfied. I feel like I’m missing out on a lot of things I’d like to experience, but I’ve chosen to accept the life I’m given with as much strength as I can muster and hopefully I can be grateful of the things that I have rather than be unhappy over the things that I lack. I want to embody the things I believe in. I want to be sturdy and kind everyday.