Renting a glass igloo in Finland to sleep under the northern lights
This is amazing
I don’t know why I feel this way, but I’m entirely caught up in nostalgia lately, to the point where I woke up last night from a dream and expected to be living in an apartment I had years ago and I wondered if I was late to a job I haven’t worked in almost a year.
I keep thinking about times that are so far away and all sorts of people who haven’t been in my life for so long. I think that I miss the way I used to feel with all the uncertainty, excitement and optimism I held those days that it makes me long for every aspect of my life then. I look at myself then and not only did I look like a different person physically, I didn’t have all of these health problems, my future looked bright and I had no stresses other than girl troubles which I consistently blew way out of proportion.
I miss the way I used to feel before all of these health problems and I miss the excitement I used to have over every day. It’s silly to feel so far away from your youth while still in your 20s, so hopefully I’ll snap out of all this nonsense soon.
2012 so far